Im feeling fucking depressed ™ so im gonna leave for a while
(If you want you could leave some messages for me to read when i get back, only if you want )

But ill leave you with some shit i wrote on Instagram earlier

-you have always worn your flaws upon sleeve and i buried them deep beneath the ground-
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Death mention, implications of mental illness, not graphic
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It often took mami a long time to figure out when i had a problem .. I never wanted to burden or bother her with my problems… She always did figure it out though. Im happy she did, id have died a lot quicker otherwise.
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Mami on the other hand was very upfront about problems. Or at least i found it easy to tell. Like, we always used to bake a cake on any anniversary , except her families death. Id always try to take her out because it got her very upset and i wanted her to know that i was always gonna be there.
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I loved her.. I loved everything about her.. Even her issues with abandonment, despite it being part of our ultimate downfall
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Mami Tomoe i fucking love you i miss you with all my heart. Please come back
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(If this sounds similar PLEASE tell me , i miss my mami)